Well I didn’t know about this one. A very impressive story.

(source: Wikipedia)
Andhra folklore states that once Karna while riding his chariot in his kingdom of Anga, encountered a child who was crying over her pot of spilt ghee. On asking her the reason for her dismay, she stated that she feared her step mother who would be angry over her carelessness. Being generous enough Karna told her that he would give her new ghee (clarified butter). But, the child insisted that she wanted only the ghee that was mixed with the soil and refused to take the new ghee. Taking pity on the girl, Karna took the soil mixed with ghee in his fist and squeezed it with all his might to extract the ghee and pour it back into the pot. During this process, Karna heard the agonized voice of a woman. When he opened his fist, he realized that the voice was that of Bhoomidevi – the Earth goddess. Furious, she chastised Karna for inflicting enormous pain on Mother Earth for the sake of a mere child. So, the Earth goddess cursed him that in a very crucial battle of his life, she would trap his chariot wheel in the same way that he held the fistful of soil, thereby making him vulnerable to his enemy.

Well this story clears my doubt about Karna’s strength. Karna was as strong as Bhima. For he was undefeated in mace battle with bhima in the battle of Kurukshetra. In addition, he was amongst the few men such as Bhim, Duryodhana, Dau (Krishna’s elder brother) and Bhishma who could have killed Keechaka (a mighty and powerful warrior who was killed by bhima during agyatvasa). His knowledge about this fact led the Kauravas and Karna to attack Matsyadesh where the Pandavas were spending the year of their agyatvas.

Yea I want to put down these great lines from a great epic here in my diary today. Without these lines this diary would have remained incomplete because there exists no parallel to these lines. No one in this mortal world can say these lines for sure.

BTW am I turning religious or something? Consequent posts related to mythology put me in doubt as well. But on a careful analysis the following causes have made me revisit mythology again and again this year:

1. Realization of my own imperfections and mistakes as I turn entrepreneurial.
2. My incomplete struggle against my mind’s need for instant gratification and my temper.
3. A mind severely upset by the recent series of corruption scandals that broke out this year (make me wonder what kind of a world will I have to survive in and what kind of people will I deal with in future and what deeds will I have to undertake to grow)
4. A mind that has become intolerant and started magnifying incompetence and mistakes of others to an extreme
5. A mind that has always wanted to know about our origins and about where we are headed

Chapter IV

text vii
yada yada hi dharmasya
glanir bhavati bharata
abhyuthanam adharmasya
tadatmanam srijamy aham

text viii
paritranaya sadhunam
vinasaya ca duskrtam
dharma-samsthapanarthaya
sambhavami yuge yuge

Whenever and wherever there is a decline in rule of law, O descendant of Bharata, and a predominant rise of lawlessness, at that time I descend Myself. In order to deliver the pious and to annihilate the miscreants, as well as to re-establish the principles of law, I advent Myself millennium after millennium

Since class 8th when I first learnt about our ancient history in our ICSE text books, I have always wanted to learn about the complete history of India. We (with reference to the Hindu religious scriptures) have a very long and elaborately recorded “history” here in India, which, though broken (seems to have lost) at many vital places, provides a great story (in journalistic sense of the word) to tell. However, we are yet to prove that this history existed.

In my free time my mind dwells into thoughts that try to connect our mythology with our history. The questions that linger on my mind are:

- Was the war of Kurukshetra (from the epic Maharabharata) for real?
- Are the yugas as described by hindu scriptures for real?
- How can a religious or mythological epic have such vivid and mathematical descriptions of the war, the numbers (of participants, the dead and warrior kill stats etc)? Doesn’t it seem unnatural?
- Did people from ancient times really travelled to other planets (as mentioned in Mahabharata)
- So did they know whether other planets had life?
- What really was the power of the super weapon mentioned in these scriptures? Were they, in principle, similar to the ones nations use today?
- What was the position of other regions around the world at the “time” of Mahabharata? Were there advanced civilizations living there just as in Bharata?
- Was the mind of the person that wrote Bhagvada Gita really Human? It does not seem possible for a mortal to even imagine such discpline and knowledge, let alone putting it down so eloquently in verses

I feel sad that I am so tied up in my business ventures that I do not have the time to quench this innate thirst.

This particular posy is a lengthy one. And it has been pretty difficult for me to take time out of my busy schedule to make this post. However, I have done so only because this piece of poetry also happens to be one of my favourites from the school days.

About the Poet (Source)

Henry John Newbolt was born in Bilston, Wolverhampton (then located in Staffordshire, but now in the West Midlands), son of the vicar of St Mary’s Church. Newbolt attended Queen Mary’s Grammar School, Walsall, and Caistor Grammar School, from where he gained a scholarship to Clifton College, where he was head of the school (1881) and edited the school magazine.

Henry Newbolt died at his home in Campden Hill, Kensington, London, on 19 April 1938, aged 75. A blue plaque there commemorates his residency. He is buried in the churchyard of St Mary’s church on an island in the lake on the Orchardleigh estate of the Duckworth family in Somerset.

A Ballad of Sir Pertab Singh

In the first year of him that first

Was Emperor and King,

A rider came to the Rose-red House,

The House of Pertab Singh.

Young he was and an Englishman,

And a soldier, hilt and heel,

And he struck fire in Pertab’s heart

As the steel strikes on steel.

Beneath the morning stars they rode,

Beneath the evening sun,

And their blood sang to them as they rode

That all good wars are one.

They told their tales of the love of women.

Their tales of East and West,

But their blood sang that of all their loves

They loved a soldier best.

So ran their joy the allotted days.

Till at the last day’s end

The Shadow stilled the Rose-red House

And the heart of Pertab’s friend.

When morning came, in narrow chest

The soldier’s face tkcy lit.

And over his fast-dreaming eyes

Shut down the narrow lid.

Three were there of his race and creed.

Three only and no more:

They could not find to bear the dead

A fourth in all Jodhpore.

“O Maharaj, of your good grace

Send us a Sweeper here:

A Sweeper has no caste to lose

Even by an alien bier.”

“What need, what need ? ” said Pertab Singh,

And bowed his princely head.

“I have no caste, for I myself

Am bearing forth the dead.”

“Maharaj, O passionate heart,

Be wise, bethink you yet:

That which you lose to-day is lost

Till the last sun shall set.”

** God only knows,” said Pertab Singh,

“That which I lose to-day:

And without me no hand of man

Shall bear my friend away.”

Stately and slow and shoulder-high

In the sight of all Jodhpore

The dead went down the rose-red steps

Upheld by bearers four.

When dawn relit the lamp of grief

Within the burning East

There came a word to Pertab Singh,

The soft word of a priest.

He woke, and even as he woke

He went forth all in white,

And saw the Brahmins bowing there

In the hard morning light.

“Alas! Maharaj, alas!

O noble Pertab Singh!

For here in Jodhpore yesterday

Befell a fearful thing.

*’O here in Jodhpore yesterday

A fearful thing befell.”

“A fearful thing,” said Pertab Singh,

“God and my heart know well —

“I lost a friend.”

“More fearful yet I

Went down these steps you past

In sight of all Jodhpore you lost —

O Maharaj ! — your caste.”

Then leapt the light in Pertab’s eyes

As the flame leaps in smoke,

** Thou priest! thy soul hath never known

The word thy lips have spoke.

** My caste! Know thou there is a caste

Above my caste or thine,

Brahmin and Rajput are but dust

To that immortal line:

*’ Wide as the world, free as the air,

Pure as the pool of death —

The caste of all Earth’s noble hearts

Is the right soldier’s faith.”

- Sir Henry Newbolt

Explanation

This poem is a short episode from the life of Maharaja Pertab Singh of Jodhpore. In the very first year of Sir Pertab Singh as a king, a rider came to the house of the Maharaja. The rider was a striking young British soldier (soldier hilt and heel emphasizes that the young rider looked professional and oozed the qualities of a soldier by virtue of his looks).

The Maharaja being a brave warrior himself was struck by the personality of this English soldier and soon both became very good friends. (And he struck fire in Pertab’s heart as steel strikes on steel).

To understand this, one must realize the nature of a soldier’s work. While a soldier is a professional just as any other, his job is on a different paradigm vis-a-vis other professional careers because it involves constant risk of life and laying down life for someone else. They stay away from their families for many months, some time several years together to fight wars and train hard at their barracks. The fellow soldiers they live with become their fast friends and they fight and die together on the battlefield, mourn each others losses and celebrate their victories together. That is the reason Pertab Singh and the Englishman became friends very quickly.

Both warriors used to enjoy riding together sharing their experiences of wars, women and their countries. However they agreed with each other that their profession as a soldier was above all else. They continued to enjoy themselves until suddenly one day the English soldier passed away. (So ran their joy the allotted days. Till at the last day’s end. The Shadow stilled the Rose-red House. And the heart of Pertab’s friend)

The body of the Englishman was lying in the coffin awaiting the final rites. However there were only three people of the Englishman’s caste in all of Jodhpore. And in those days no one in India would touch the body of a person from another caste due to the rigid belief in caste system and untouchability. Therefore it was suggested that a sweeper be called to lend a fourth shoulder to the coffin so that the final rites may be completed. The priests claimed that as a sweeper belongs to the lowest possible caste in the cadre, he has nothing to lose by carrying the coffin of the Englishman.

However, the kind-hearted Maharaja, plunged into grief by the death of his friend, decided to lift the coffin along with others. He believed that he had nothing to lose by lifting a friend’s coffin. When he announced this decision, his advisors intervened by saying that once the Maharaja lifts the coffin and loses his caste, he will never regain it (Be wise, bethink you yet. That which you lose to-day is lost. Till the last sun shall set)

To this the grief-stricken maharaja replies that its only god who knows what he has lost today (In this statement, the Maharaja says that the loss of his caste is nothing compared to the real and colossal loss he has had due to the death of his friend). And the Maharaja announces that no one else other than him shall be the fourth bearer of the coffin. And then the final rites of the Englishman were performed as the Maharaja along with others bore the coffin away (And without me no hand of man Shall bear my friend away. Stately and slow and shoulder-high, In the sight of all Jodhpore, The dead went down the rose-red steps, Upheld by bearers four.)

The next two lines in the poem are one of my favourite. The poet has made excellent use of language to inform the reader that the the maharaja was so grief striken that as soon as he awoke all he remembered was the death of his friend. The literal meaning of these two lines is that the onset of dawn “relit the lamp of grief” i.e. the sun, as it rose in the East (When dawn relit the lamp of grief, Within the burning East).

While the Maharaja was in his bedroom, the priests softly called to the maharaja to awaken him. The maharaja who was already awake and mourning his friend’s death, upon hearing the priest got up and proceeded to meet them. The maharaja who was just out of bed and draped in white saw the priests bowing to him in the hard morning light. The morning light was hard for the maharaja as he had just awakened from sleep a while ago.

The priests told the Maharaja that a terrible and fearful thing happend in Jodhpore yesterday. The maharaja, assuming that they were referring to his friend’s death responded that he knows about it. Then the priest replied that an even more terrible thing that happened the previous day was that the Maharaja lost his caste in front of all of Jodhpore. (*’O here in Jodhpore yesterday, A fearful thing befell.” “A fearful thing,” said Pertab Singh, “God and my heart know well — “I lost a friend.” “More fearful yet I Went down these steps you past In sight of all Jodhpore you lost — O Maharaj ! — your caste.”)

The maharaja expected this topic the least, as his mind was completely occupied with the death of his friend. The maharaja was probably almost annoyed as suggested by the use of words eyes and flame (Then leapt the light in Pertab’s eyes, As the flame leaps in smoke). The Maharaja responds to the priest (probably angrily) by saying that, “your soul does not know the words you have spoken”. He explanined further by saying that there are some things which are much above petty things such as caste and religions. There are some things that we value so much that all caste and religion seem to be zilch infront of them.

He calls this most valuable thing as belonging to an immortal line. He glorifies it by calling it “as wide as the world, as free as the air and as pure as the pool of death”. Undoubtedly and rightlfully it is the caste of the noble hearts i.e. a soldier’s faith.

We all have seen scenes of kids using guns and rocket launchers in Afghanistan during extensive media coverage of America’s war on terrorism. But we actually do not need to go so far to learn about how the youth is being maligned by indoctrination as well as poverty and neglect.

For 42 year maoist rebels have fought the Indian Government using guerrilla warfare. This fight has been waged for too long and now poses one of the biggest internal security crises the country faces today. As an affluent city dweller I find it easy to go about my daily chores and not think of these issues. But upon learning in greater detail about the maoist rebels, I am reminded of this quote by V.S. Naipaul:

“Hate oppression. Fear the oppressed.”

Rural development, especially of tribals and people living near state borders has been one of the biggest blind spots of this country and poses the greatest threat to it integrity.

I am provoked by this article in a daily newspaper that I read, which has covered some of the personal letters the Maoist fighters had written to each other (These letter came into the possession of police after they forced the Maoists to flee from one of their camps) and have been shared with the Media. The matter in these letters is very thought provoking and moving. It clearly indicates the extreme resolve and state of frustration these fighters have lived in. Their sole occupation and life mission is to fight and die for their cause.

While it is said that India is on the verge of launching one of the biggest offensives to neutralize the naxal threat, I ask, do we also have a plan to attack the root causes of the problem and prevent them from cropping up again. I doubt. In places where there will be isolated pockets of prosperity, failure of the government machinery and such extreme poverty, I think all of us must be afraid.

The unfortunate lack of proper facilities, infrastructure and training coupled with difficult terrain and outdated weapons make the local police force a very easy target. Therefore, it is way too easy and cheap for the naxalites to involve in conflicts and gain formidable advantage over the law enforcement agencies. One must also not forget the rampant corruption, bureaucratism and red tapism which makes it inefficient and leads to endless delays in planning and implementation of solutions. Some of the letters recovered from maoist rebel bases also describes atrocities and crimes committed by police men which in turn lead to more people taking up arms against the government.

I can write at length about the suggestion that can be implemented to improve this situation. But all proposed solutions shall end in failure as the country’s implementation mechanism is impotent and mired in absolute hopelessness and corruption. No system is wrong or incapable. It is always the people who run the system that fail. If the hand that implements cannot act with a welfare motive, what virtue is there in formulating an action plan.

Hi all. Its been a while sice I posted some thing on my blog. Hvae been very busy and will update you all about it. Just wanted to share this link of an article I managed to read while going to office today. Its one of the better articles I have read in recent times about the current geo-political situation and the position of India with reference to its international relations with China and U.S. The article seeks to explain some events of the recent past and tries to highlight the critical position India has got it self into due to mishandling of it’s international affairs.

Please take time out to carefully review the article here

I have been thinking a lot about this issue whenever I happen to and really want to write on it. However, my current schedule may not permit me to do so for quite a while. Anyways wish all of all the best. Adios.

Some thing that came into my mind for the first time after the terrorists attacks in Bangalore IISC in 2005. It came to my mind again and again after every terrorist attack. And after the Mumbai terror attacks I think I was able to complete this picture.

I don’t know if this is right or wrong? I was too busy completing the picture in my mind. May be you can tell me what you think…

The sad state of Indian politics is not something I like to rant about. But the recent incident of Varun Gandhi delivering a provocative, disgusting and  religiously polarizing speech has forced me to write this post.

For the uninitiated, you might want to watch this video to see how politicians in India deliver speeches full of religious hatred to the masses in order to win votes and therefore the elections to the general and state assemblies:

With youth entering the Indian politics, I hoped that the speeches of these young politicians will focus more on development-related issues and topics that a common man can relate to. I thought that they will talk about how they plan to improve the living standard of people in the backward areas. But I guess I was wrong. This speech is very disappointing and saddening.

Maybe this whole thing about “younger people will bring fresh life to Indian polity” is incorrect. I do not see any young politician talking the real stuff, focusing on real issues. I understand that to win the vote of the masses some of the old gimmicks have to be adopted but not these ones.

Dude you want to cut their heads and do what? Push this country into civil war, fragment a society which is almost always at dew point on such matters!

Hi,

I write this article after learning about the social costs and the dire ramifications of the Hyderabad Metro Rail Project which was awarded to the Maytas Metro Limited by the Government of Andhra Pradesh last year.

After reading this article (by Mint’s managing editor Niranjan Rajadhyaksha) and the link (an article by transport activist C. Ramachandriah) provided there, I have gained significant visibility about this whole project and why it will be bad for the people of Hyderabad.

Before proceeding any further, I would like to tell my readers that I am a Hyderabadi (Spent 20 years of my life until 2007 there) by origin and know most of Hyderabad very well. However the article also contains a map of the metro rail project for all readers.

I do not want to give a discourse on why this project is bad because it has already been done in this article in a very efficient and effective manner.

Excerpts (Download PDF):

“On the face of it, this financial model seems very attractive because the bidder has not asked for VGF and instead is paying a “huge” royalty. It was even said that Hyderabad is going to get the metro rail “for free”, at “zero cost to governments and city administrations”. The huge economic and social costs that thousands of the affected people pay, and the huge costs of land acquisition and rehabilitation, do not appear as a cost at all.”

Request fellow Hyderabadis and other enthusiasts to read this article carefully.

Those who do not have a start on this issue and would like to learn can also pick up through this article.

I write this article with a very heavy heart. The thought flow in this article might appear haphazard and the sentences might seem lengthy and verbose. My apologies to the readers, as penning emotions is not an easy task, even for seasoned bloggers (and I am just a beginner).

From the last four day I have been following the incidents related to the Mumbai terrorist attacks on all kinds of media and news sources (such as TV, Twitter, Blogs, Live video streams, Foreign News channels, Foreign and India print media, security sites and even terrorist websites!). I sat in front of the television with my laptop and followed the incident on twitter (#mumbai), websites and TV channels simultaneously. I have reviewed every statement and incident in great detail (while ignoring my personal and professional responsibilities).

I have come to the conclusion that everything that could go wrong with our (India’s) handling of this disaster has gone wrong. We were caught napping.

Terrorists came to OUR land, shed OUR (and our guests’) blood

They made a mockery of our system as they hijacked a government vehicle and roamed about in the city spraying bullets from it.

They smiled at us before shooting us from a point blank range.

They have come to our land and ravaged us repeatedly and we have been unable to act!

On the contrary, they were completely successful in all that they wished to accomplish. This is our failure, not victory. We are ashamed and now unable to hold our head high in the international community. This failure is devastating. It has hurt our pride. Israel has called our handling of this event as slow and confused response. We gave them the opportunity to say this and we had nothing concrete to defend ourselves. (In a world where globalization and free trade has been rapidly expanding, it is the supreme responsibility of every country to protect its people, businesses, and guests. A failure is absolutely unacceptable)

History is a testament to the fact that we have always failed to protect ourselves from foreign attacks. Babur, Mahamud of Ghazni, Ahmed Shah Abdali, Nadir Shah and the East India Company: They all came and bled us white (with exception of Babur who chose to settle down and make our country his own, however it is believed that Mughal era was a period of intellectual darkness for India).

I believe that our police system is incapable of protecting us. While our army is capable, their potency is severely marred by our political system.

Considering all this I have concluded that we as a country have become incapable of protecting ourselves. Whatever has transpired so far makes me feel insecure.

I feel alone and insecure on my soil and in my house.

I am considering buying a gun, a bullet proof jacket/helmet and join a military training course. I will wear the jacket every time I go to a public place so that I have some chance of surviving such an attack. I’d rather fight the terrorists than die helplessly at their gun point. I have spent considerable time and effort in becoming whatever little I am. My parents have spent loads of time, money and sacrificed in supporting me to become someone. My life is important to me. I believe that I can make a difference somewhere and I therefore refuse to die cheaply at the hands of some gun totting, brainless and fucked-up zealot.

I am sure this thought may be going through the minds of many Indians. We have collectively lost faith in our political system and they are repeatedly reaffirming our beliefs with their immature actions during this crisis situation. Here is what I am talking about:

• Maharashtra’s Chief Minister goes on a disaster site tour (read picnic) with a movie director and his son (a movie actor).

For Christ’s sake show some seriousness man. Why do need to have a movie director and an actor by your side during such a tour?? Is this a joke?? Don’t you even care about what the media and the people will think about you?

• BJP Senior Leader and PM candidate for next central elections decides to skip an all party meet convened to discuss this critical security issue at hand. Reason?

He thinks that campaigning for a state assembly election in Rajasthan is more important that trying to work together to device a new fool-proof security set-up for our country.

• State Home Minister of Maharashtra called the Terror Attacks on Mumbai as a minor and casual/common incident in a big city like Mumbai. (He actually said exactly that!!)

Jeez!! Was this guy drunk or something? Some one please remove him immediately!!!

• A ruling party spokesperson on Karan Thapar’s show (War of Words) is asked a direct question about this failure and he shamelessly tries to evade it.

He knows that Mr. Thapar can grill him on the issue and he therefore just evades the questions altogether. Isn’t he answerable to the nation?

• On Headlines Today (an Indian News Channel), the anchor asks a ruling party spokesperson a direct question which is as follows:

Why did the NSG commandos take 9 hours to reach Mumbai from Delhi, when they are capable of reaching any location in India within 2 hours?

To this the minister says that the info is incorrect. At best the NSG commandos could have reached the site within 7 hours i.e. “just” two hours earlier…

This guy calls two valuable hours, “just two hours”. Can you imagine the number of lives that could be saved had the NSG reached even an hour earlier? He is bargaining on a matter of national security right in front of the nation and on a live show!!! This is akin to saying, “hey we are not naked; we still have the undees on…”

Shocked at such a remark by the minister, the anchor rightfully blasts the minister and his audio channel is muted, virtually removing him from the discussion(perhaps to allow others to speak).

• The outgoing home minister says that he decided to quit (read sacrifice his post) so that other officials need not have to face the heat/axe on this debacle.

OMG!! This guy is a saint and he needs to be decorated for this “sacrifice”. Sarcasms apart, I think he is one of the most incapable home ministers our country has ever seen. His remarks on the television regarding every terrorist incident the country has faced (in the recent past) have been very casual and many say that he was not even perceived to be taking any steps to improve the security situation in the country.

We the citizens of the largest democracy in the world are totally frustrated by our politicians. It is not that we do not have the intelligentsia to run our country; it is about this cancerous system called the Indian politics that has frustrated us beyond any measure.